Thursday, September 22, 2011


This must be the point in my life that karma has decided to come to collect. I know that I have done some rotten things in my life. As I have gotten older I try to do my best and not be horrible and try to help when I can. I try to be a good person, a good wife, a good mom.

I must be failing on all fronts. This has been a terrible year for me. I am trying to see the positive. I am trying to realize that I really could have things worse. I am trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel. My tunnel just seems to be so long. I just want to see a glimmer, a faint flicker of light. I need to see a reason to keep my head up because I am having a really hard, hard time even keeping my eyes focused through the tears.


Anonymous said...

Dude, first of all hugs, hugs, hugs. Secondly, you were not that rotten (and much more good than bad all of the time) and don't deserve bad things happening. You'll get through this and be stronger, I know you. Hang in there, things will get better (I speak from experience with shitstorms).