Monday, January 14, 2008

It's Time

So my Mom called me today to let me know that my brother finally activated our Disney Photopass. She gave me the information needed to go online and look at the pictures we had taken by a Disney photographer. FUCK ME!!!!! I can't believe how awful I look. :( I am standing amongst 8 other people and I am the only one that you see all thanks to the extra 100 or so pounds that I am carrying around, and I can't even blame it on a baby....

So now it is time. I really need to do something about this as I am utterly disgusted with the sight of myself. I know that this is going to be really hard as I am positive that the main culprit of my weight gain is beer. Yes, that is right, the Nectar of the Gods, my favorite beverage in the whole entire world....beer. Nathan and I have been saying that we need to cut down on drinking, especially now as I want to go back to Disney. I have another reason to cut back and that is so that my ass can fit into a plane seat because if I keep going the way I am, it won't!

Another thing that I need to remedy are my eating habits. I am not a breakfast person, or a lunch person. I like to eat at night, which has to change. I already know the importance of eating in the morning so today I actually had breakfast and it was healthy. This morning I also joined Weight Watchers on-line. I am not going to commit myself to meetings just yet. If I find that I am not being as accountable to the internet as I should be then I will start attending traditional meetings.

I have also contemplated joining Spa Lady for some time now but I am hesitant as I am very much the kind of person who needs someone to drag me to a gym. If I could find someone else that was attending on a regular basis and could be my buddy then I might just join. I have been wanting to go swimming with the kids but right now the closest pool to us is closed for another week. I will look at when public swimming is and would like to enroll myself and Ryleigh in a Parent-Tot class if one is available.

These are my grand plans for the time being. I always start out all gung-ho with weight loss and quickly settle back into my old and fattening ways. As a way to try not to let that happen this time I am going to start blogging about my journey with the hopes that it will help keep me on the right path. This sucks. I can't believe that I have done this to myself. I want to be able to look at myself and know that I worked hard to get the body I have not that I have hardly worked and wound up with more body than I want.

To my 2 readers....please ride my large ass if you do not see that I am holding up to at the very least the blogging part of this mission. I need all the help that I can get. :(

6 comments:

Emma in Canada said...

I intended to blog about my weight loss journey with something I called Fat Arse Fridays. It lasted 2 weeks. I hope you do better than I did!

Cammy said...

I've been doing terrible myself so maybe we can be eachother's support. I keep trying to blame the baby but I think after 11 months that's probably more an excuse than anything. I'll kick you in the ass if you kick me in the ass.

Mamma Schmoo said...

It's a deal Cammy. I just really can't believe how horrible I look! I know why I always avoid pictures...maybe if I hadn't done that for so long it wouldn't have got this bad. :(

Cammy said...

I may make use of that other blog for fat related complaints.

Rachelle said...

I will support join Weight Watchers online also but I hate spa lady do you want to walk together for a start?

Mamma Schmoo said...

When and where Rachelle? I think that I am going to go to the Weight Watchers meetings. I think that I need to see a good scale up close and personal and not just my shitty $5 Walmart one. I also think that I could benefit from the support. Wanna come?