Sunday, February 25, 2007


I need to remember that it is not their fault that I feel the way I do right now. It is not their fault, my fault or anyone's fault, it just is.

I need a hand to help me up, a shoulder to cry on without an explanation, especially now because I couldn't explain if I wanted to, a hug that won't let go and a horizon with the sun coming over it. I need to smile and mean it. I need it to be as easy as just feeling better. I need to know when it will go away so I have something to look forward to.

I need to go hug my babies and be thankful I have them.


Cammy said...

I can't tell you when it will go away but I can tell you that it will. If you still need it next time I'm there I've got the hug no questions asked.

Cammy said...

You're 31!! We've got to make plans since we were both unable to celebrate the big 3-0. You need to email me your phone number.